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Yea, Damm, You Think You Cool, You Think Im Not You Think You Tough Damm, You Think You Hard, You Think Im Soft, You Think You Rough Church - T-pain ft. Teddy Verseti

Dear Angel;

I bleed for the second time tonight Holding, well, all that's in my mind. If only my love could be with you. If only this pain, This pain die too. Dear Angel - April Sixth

her.

-nur hanisah
-15 going on 16
-kranji
-zhenghua
-crescent
-290592
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what she wants.

-8 points for O's
-a pet
-pretty pink guitar
-meet my long lost childhood best friend
-pink organizer
-The Final Curtain album!


what she loves.

-God
-Family
-Friends
-cupcakes
-flowers
-lollipops
-pink&purple
-poems
-apples
-Further Seems Forever
-Secondhand Serenade
-red&black


things we wanna do after O's.

-visit Haw Par Villa(?!)
-jamming!!
-tour around Singapore ;p (+ taking Singapore Flyer)
-slumber pary :D
-learn salsa
-zoo/bird park (?)
-group picnic (:
-mastering the art of baking cupcakes! :DDD
-trekking
-bird watching ???


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  • Tuesday, September 26, 2006




    bleh. no mood to blog today leh. sighsigh
    sum didnt come today =(
    so my day was not as interesting, very boring. spent a lot of time er. away from the rest. hah
    oh. dnt was so damn fun! heh. some cheeky stuff me and zan were doing =p

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    4:51 AM




    I suddenly seem to have so much to blog abt today. Hah
    Went to sch like norm and saw honeybun and sugarplum fairy x)
    Then no assembly and it started to rain! =) and rushed through lit essay. =p
    Then lit, the moment mr m called us up, I immediately told him that I 'forgot' hand in on fri, then just put inside his pigeon hole this morn blabla non stop. Haha
    El was scary, thought we're gonna get back results but no, just went through the stupid corrections à I swear its so darn stupid!
    Recess, went down and ate curry puff. Heh. Starving mah. Then hehh. The dirty little secret between me and zann. =p
    Art was ok, kinda slack, wth I got a b4 for art ct! boohoo!
    Then um oh, sci. haha. got back test papers. Sci prac was badly done. Fourteen, though a distinction, but still. Sigghhs. Paper was ok, not bad, the same. Haha.
    Then lunch, did nth much. Math was kinda boring
    But choy DILLY was so funny!
    Hah. Just realized that the current sitting arrangement is not so bad, though im right at the back and my lousy eye sight is failing me, even with my lousy specs >=(
    Cause, I got all the nice nice ppl arnd me! Like sab, niki, has, dil, nat, hanna and so on and so forth. Ahha. Cause last time I was so isolated the only ppl I can talk to is joyce and nat =//
    Anyways, yea, went to print out hist and hand it. gahh, its sucks la.
    Then otw home was very funny!
    Loll. So cute!
    Hahaha. I did smth really stupid and silly cause that time I wasn't really paying attention to the convo we were having.
    Then jieeee and zann was having this uh, SILENT FIGHT among them, then sum was like 'eh hanisah, interrupt them la pls. very wut la'
    So I dunno why I just stick my head in between them and smiled at jiee. Haha I swear that's so stupid and embarrassing. And and, since we call each other names, sum has two, which is 'retarded' and 'pathetic'. Haha. and sum was like 'ooh. I have two nicks and you all have one, so am I supp to be special?' hahahha! That's so darn cute ok, as in the way she says it. =DD
    Then jiee was like, 'then I want two nicks too! Zan give me one more!'
    Hah, they are too cute lah. Then we kept laughing like some mad girls on the train and everyone was staring at jiee ok =///
    Hah, then had a little talk with joycee as usual. Ok that's bout it I guess.
    Hmph. And I shall REFUSE to blog a single thing bout si! Bluek!

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    4:45 AM




    There are stupid mosquitoes around my house that make me feel just like squashing them. so irritating!
    Anyways, I don't feel like blogging much today. I cant get connection to the internet, which makes me more pissed off. Microsoft word is so darn stupid.
    Didn't go for si just now =( gave the tix to natasha a. instead. Hehe.
    I dunno what else to say
    My mood is so twisted today, forget bout the part where I couldnt sms jiee.
    Or get through to her in any form. Gahh. Anyways, she smsed me and she was very sweet. Asked me what happened and if im ok =))
    I wanna call wanna call jieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!
    Pouts
    I wanna rant and rant to her all night long bout my super bad day!
    And bout what * did to me! =(((
    Sigghhhs.
    HEY SHOW SOME LOVE, YOU AINT SO TOUGH. COME FILL MY LITTLE WORLD RIGHT UP RIGHT UP!
    Tskk. And did I tell you im very irritated with hnz? She can never talk nicely or be nice for god's sake. Nvm, I shall chuck her aside for the moment.
    Tralala~ I don't feel like sleeping as long as I couldn't get connection. Don't care. And gosh, I just cursed god. =//// bleah whats wrong with me today *knockshead*

    You think I don't give a fuck bout it, or anything
    But open your eyes, I do, I really really do.
    I may pretend to be oblivious bout everything and not care, but deep inside, I do. And I do so cause I wanna run away from the truth and don't wanna get myself hurt over and over again by you
    I dunno how else to reach across to you
    But this is getting to far.
    What you are doing is too much. Oh yes baby, it hurts so bad that sometimes, I can just break down out of a sudden
    You think its stupid, but im very serious bout it.
    You think it's a joke, but for me its simply my only rope of faith and love
    The reason why I don't wanna let you go after all the hard times is because I know I cant live without you
    I cant breathe without thinking that you're there
    I know, in your eyes I cease to exist, but in my heart, you live on forever
    You don't know how jealous I get when you're talking bout a particular someone, and that someone is not me
    You may not like my naggings but what can I do?
    I cant force you to like me, or even accept me.
    Ok I wont go on anymore =)

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    4:41 AM

    Sunday, September 24, 2006




    oh. im here to blog about GOOD stuff bout hanizah! yay!
    haha. i swear thats so contradicting la cann.
    haha. oh yea, HANIZAH THE SAINT!
    she saved me today
    ok actually not, i saved myself!
    wee~ someone tell me im so independant!

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    7:49 AM




    I just realised that im very...deprived.
    I dunno its just like I feel so !#$#$@$435
    Im deprived of all the love from my family
    Im deprived of love from my friends
    Not say that I don't receive any love from them
    Its just like umm not the kind of love that is special, if you get what I mean.
    I was wondering, maybe THIS is the reason why im like this.
    And I realized that nowadays im more independent. =)
    Cause like last time, I always need to open up to someone or I'll just really go bonkers and you-know-what.
    But now, as things obviously gets worse in my life, I find that I can find solace in myself.
    I dunno if im supp to be happy or what.
    Sighhs. I didn't want to be like this but what can I do.
    You made me go looking and yearning for it. now that im so into it, I find it impossible to pull myself back. Im stuck here- maybe forever and ever.

    On a brighter note, exams are near! =) I know I shouldn't be happy. Hah
    But I really enjoy night studies and studying in the train. God knows why.
    And exams may make me stressed up and stuff but hey, when you take the paper, you will feel at least this little sense of satisfaction cause you are happy that you know how to ans the questions as you studied. Hard work paid off! Heh.

    Tskk. I thought I could turn to you for help, but I didn't expect you to turn your back on me. I didn't know that people can be so selfish and self-concerned that they never seem to notice anything. I heard clearly every word that you said, but yet I ask myself why I pretend I don't. cause I know you cant bear to say it again. Is it so hard to just ask for a little bit of your love and attention. Might be surprising if I say that im not referring to just one or two person. I dont need it to happen over and over again. Honestly, you disappoint me, oh maybe im the one who should stop being so selfish, wanting people to stop being selfish. I cant do anything, its just the way they are. If only I have the remote control in the show CLICK, I'd want to fast forward this phase in my life.

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    7:35 AM

    Friday, September 22, 2006




    i dunno what else to say
    just that i screwed up my el realy badly
    sigghhh
    dunno what to say or do luh
    i wanted to quote this whole really really nice post from this someone's blog but cant =(
    its really so sweet
    ok lemme get quotes from there
    'love the person who loves you'
    'no matter how much you try to avoid it, you have to see it one day. that i like you, more than words can describe. i cant say love because love is a strong word. its just that, i like you, a lot. more than i've liked anyone i've ever been with. i've been waiting, 4 months a year. i pretend to forget i like you, but its impossible. if i could say it to you, face to face i would. if there was a way i could prove to you how much i like you i would. but i dont know how to. no matter how much i tried to prove the past 4 months year, you wouldnt see it. you'd brush me off, you'd pretend it was nothing. sometimes, it was good cause then we would just msg like nothing happened. but sometimes, its bad cause then i'd feel like shit that you dont see how i feel for you. but i'll still be sticking around, i'll be waiting. i know, maybe things are impossible, but impossible doesnt exist in my dicitonary. im sorry. cause no matter how i try, i just cant get over you.'
    i think it is a really nice one. kinda reflects what im thinking/feeling.
    i asked that person to read it, maybe that person will or wont. i dunno
    i shall stick around and see..

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    9:28 PM

    Thursday, September 21, 2006




    i know what this means
    im good at making conclusions, according to SOME ppl
    anyways, im feeling no better
    i just dont feel like talking or doing much today
    yet zan, dada, sum and joyce thought there's smth really wrong with me!
    nonono. ok maybe just that the compo that i wrote earlier on affected me a bit?
    it made my mood twist. haiyoh. just a stupid compo
    i dunno what to say. haha. i know this is awkward but i think i miss nat.
    hah. not that kind of miss!
    cause she reminds me so much of someone.
    hmm. and im wondering if fx even gave her my letter (take note, the her is NOT nat)
    im shitty how?
    im going for detention soon.
    anyone wanna g with me and ferind?
    tskkk
    im so pissed now
    bleh
    byebye

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    6:23 AM




    i have been tagged
    or whatsoever it is to do this thingy. haha. its damn lame i swear but ohwells. just do it cause im so bored. though tmr there's el eoy. hehh

    1.) do the following 5 things WITHOUT complaining
    2.) choose 5 people to do it after you've completed yours
    3.) leave a tag on the other person's tagboard after he/she have been tagged
    4.) start your post with i have been tagged. then do this

    current mood: stressed for tmr el paper and down?
    current taste: (in my mouth ah?) er. chicken soup that i just ate?
    current clothes: er. my fav t shirt and bermudas
    current desktop: huhh? so unclear the question =//
    current toenail: uh. nothing?
    current time: 8.19 pm
    current surroundings: my room =) with my fav marshmallow pillow and giant teddy!
    current annoyances: stupid tablet! its been acting so crazy for the past few days! tskk. make my work harder.
    first best friend: of course has to be amira! =DD though kinda lost contact alr =(
    first movie: no idea. titanic maybe? heh
    last movie: err. i forgot leh. think its click. sheesh. so long alr
    last phone call: last night! with farz. haha
    last song played: NOTICE ME by NB Ridaz ft Angelina
    have you ever dated a best friend: NO WAY! haaha
    first music: err. abc song?
    first lie: i was so innocent back then! =>
    last crush: ahemahem
    have you ever broken the law: is smuggling chewing gums into singapore counted? hehh
    have you been arrested: no la duhh
    have you ever been skinny dipped: EWW NO!
    have you ever been on tv: is small images counted? hah. twice for ymc and three for si. heh heh
    have you ever kissed someone you dont know: no, so crazy pls

    5 things you are wearing: earrings, shirt, bermudas, my nerdy glasses B-), undergarments? haha
    4 things you did today: eat, talk, watch tv, smile =)
    3 things you can hear right now: radio, my sis talking on the phone IN THE HALL, me typing the keyboards =)
    2 (rachel says its missing? hah)
    1 thing i do when im bored: read books! i got like 4 more to read!

    5 ppl im tagging:
    1.) liyana!
    2.) sab!
    3.) siti!
    4.) dian!
    5.) farrah!

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    5:15 AM

    Wednesday, September 20, 2006




    LISTEN UP, THIS IS FOR YOU

    Ohh I wanna let you know
    That I'll always love you baby
    Sometimes I think about
    Everything that we've been through
    And I pray that you would just open your eyes
    I love you
    I need you
    So please don't throw our love away

    Since the day you and I snuck away to be alone I knew from that night something special went on
    It must have been the first kiss You told me that nobody else in the world made you feel this
    I felt the same way too but nothing stays the same I'm sorry for the tears I'm sorry for the pain
    You were the one that always made things right I promise you this though you got a friend for life
    Maybe one day we can try it again And maybe things can be a little different
    So lets just kiss and say goodbye Cuz I really cant stand the pain of seeing you cry
    I've given everything I loved you endlessly
    But when it comes to me You don't even notice me
    I've given everything I loved you endlessly
    But when it comes to me You don't even notice me

    All that's mine is yours that's what I said Treat you with love and respect in everyway
    You wanted I gave you need me I was there Now you treat like if I'm not here
    I love you and I need you don't wanna let go If you want somebody else please let me know
    Can't take it no more I feel I'm dying inside Is this the price I pay for handing you my life?
    I know I'm not perfect but I truly cared So when you wake up one morning and I'm not there
    Just remember I loved you it will never be the same Gave you everything and you threw it all away

    I've given everything I loved you endlessly
    But when it comes to me You don't even notice me
    I've given everything I loved you endlessly
    But when it comes to me You don't even notice me

    I gave you my good and my bad My heart and my soul,My trust my money my time,
    What more can you ask from a man Even when times are hard I held out my arms and held you
    Even accepted you through whatever weather But now I feel it we're at the end of the road
    Whatever we had now I gotta let go Nights like this I wish raindrops would fall To cover my tears
    Wishing I could replace all those wasted years Of loving someone who couldn't love me back
    And now again I gotta start from scratch But I know I've given you my everything

    I've given everything I loved you endlessly
    But when it comes to me You don't even notice me
    I've given everything I loved you endlessly
    But when it comes to me You don't even notice me


    i've been so into this song lately, if you get what I mean. Hmm. Cause the lyrics seems to reflect a lot. Anyways, I've been feeling so down down lately. No, not cause now im no longer talking to * or bout what happened last night or bout what I read at this someone's blog. (though I must admit it somehow affects my mood..) Maybe its just the pressure that's building up. Piles and piles of never ending homework, a billion tests and exams to study for, projects. Sigh. Im very bad at meeting deadlines. Gosh. Must be the hormones. One moment I would feel so heck care, heck care, very relaxed. Then another I would feel so panicky and stressed up. Tskk. Even talking to sugarplum fairy or Rachel or sab or sunshine or anyone cant make me feel better now. And and my flower is wilting! I swear it was in the best shape ever yest! It was beautifully blooming and all and the leaves were so green and fresh. But when I came home from sch today, to my surprise, my flower was wilting! As in the petals look like they’re gonna fall off any moment and the leaves are withering! Haiyah. I have to admit I can never grow plants (esp flowers!!) =/ I wonder if my flower wilting is a sign of smth...

    damn. i dunno if im supp to be angry, upset or what now >=(
    its so.................!@#%$&%
    didnt know you hate me to that extent huhh

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    6:33 AM

    Sunday, September 17, 2006




    i know i blogged too many times alr for today
    haha. but this reminds me when i saw sam's photo with jacklyn on friendster
    during gala dinner when she wore her pretty dress =)
    i was thinking, like she's so slim and yet she says she's fat!
    gosh. i'd be more than happy to lose 5 kg!
    and it reminds me of yest. haha
    well, me and sisters and mum and aunt and cousin (haha!) went shopping yest
    after the kids (as the parents claimed!) went to study at causeway library
    then went town
    we walked and went to scotts
    then saw this really really pretty dresses!
    my cousin bought this really pretty gold one.
    and i wanted this black one but so embarassing, i couldnt fit into it =/
    and there were like many many other dresses there
    but the shop was closing alr =(
    so sad
    and guess what, mum said she will give me money, after my exams, i can go with my friends and slowly choose one that i like! =DD
    i was so happy =))
    hehe. oh! and to replace my disappointment, she bought me this really cute shirt at liz clairebone or however you spelt it
    haha, so as you can see, my mum was being extra generous yest =)
    which makes ME a happy girl!
    but still, i felt she shoudnt have spent so much on just that shirt
    haha, damn it, the clothes there are unreasonably ex, i could get just a plain t-shirt for the dress that i wanted
    but i figured it shall be my last. teehee
    i think it must be due to the parenting seminar that she just attended in the day. =// ohwells. haha
    so yest, i was indeed a very happy girl =)
    but damn it, * just ruined my day

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    4:18 AM




    oh. i forgot to put in this
    farz was being a sweet darling today
    she pulled me to causeway point after class and bought me...
    A PINK ROSE!
    haha! tell me how sweet that is =)
    cause she knows i totally loves flowers, esp roses and daisies
    and that i love pink
    i told her this morn that im feeling down and moody and sleepy and LIKE GRASS
    and yea, she bought me the flower! =D
    gosh. thanks so muchh! <333
    she made my day =DDD
    i can say she's been the sweetest thing to me since....yest.

    shit. here i am going bout you again
    i cant deny the fact that i miss you =/

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    3:28 AM




    noone has ever made me feel this way, making my heart skip a beat each time i see your face and sucking all the air out of me
    i never thought this would happen but yes, it did
    and i still though * was the last.

    blehs.
    you can infer much from those few words
    damnit. didnt know reading blah and blahblah's blog can make me smile, after all that had happened. haha. gosh. miss miss! X)

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    3:07 AM




    had sharing today
    i find it quite fun
    cause its seldom we have these kinds stuff
    well, basically, we shared with the whole class bout our greatest weaknesses and all
    it was actually nice listening to others and learning from it
    well, i said that my latest weakness is i cant control my temper well.
    i get very irritated easily. sighh.
    but overall, i think that session helps alot
    and and its so unusual to see the boys so cooporative in this
    which is so weird as they are always the naughty, never-listen-to-teachers kind
    ohwells. our class is alr labelled the naughtiest class =/

    had a fight/argument/quarrel with * yest
    wasnt so horrible though i know it should be horrible
    ohwells. my beautiful disaster
    gosh, this sucks believe me

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    2:59 AM

    Friday, September 15, 2006




    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xxbsWWct2C0&mode=related&search=

    go look at this!
    i tell you i dunno if its a camera trick or what
    but i was so totally freaked out when i saw this ok!
    i screamed actually. haha. quick go see!

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    2:39 AM

    Wednesday, September 13, 2006




    I made this whole thing out, look at it. =)
    Targeted marks marks I got for ct
    English- >70 (A2) -64 (B4)-
    Math- >65 (B3) -48 (D7)-
    Science- >70 (A2) -56 (C5)-
    Malay- >75 (A1) -72 (A2)-
    Lit- >70 (A2) - 68 (B3)-
    Hist- >75 (A1) -70 (A2)-Art- >70 (A2) -
    DnT- >75 (A1) -77.5 (A1)-

    Average percentage:
    71.25% 65%

    And the study hours that I plan to put in...

    English- 4 hours
    Math- 18 hours
    Science- 14 hours
    Malay- 4 hours
    Lit- 4 hours
    Hist- 16 hours
    Total: 60 hrs = 2 1/2 days

    Tsk. My ct marks sucks like shit ler. (except for dnt. HAHA)
    Gotta buck up! Hmm. Maybe my goals are a bit unrealistic cause I realize all of them are A1/A2 except for math (cause my math stinks). but ohwells.
    They always say, aim for the stars so that at least if you cant reach the stars, you can land on the moon =)
    And and percentage increase of 6%?! Haha. I gotta be nuts man.
    And study hours! Gosh. I calculated if I wanna follow my time setting, I need to like start NOW to have enough time to study.
    See im really trying to buck up. =D
    Oh. and im planning to take pure hist, elective lit, hmt, add math (I want!), combined sci! bio and chem. I think..heh. I don’t even know if there's such a combination. Lol
    I think I need study time with honeybun and sunshine x) heh. Joking larh.
    Hah. And fill in the blanks! ******! hahaha!
    Anyways, I just studied bout alkanes and alkenes! Haha!
    Gosh. Im so proud of myself x)
    Its sec4 work actually. Haha. but I downloaded and studied it for fun cause honeybun's grp made the ppt presentation. =)))
    And I find it quite VERY interesting!
    Ok im off cause im too tired. Haha. nights!

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    4:58 AM

    Tuesday, September 12, 2006




    ohoh!
    and i forgot
    did smth interesting during class interaction!
    ms tan asked us to write encouragement to our friends
    heh. it was quite nice.
    i recieved five and each and every one of them is very meaningful to me =)))
    and and cs we'll be doing music dj stuff! yay!
    im so happy! hahaha

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    3:05 AM




    i wrote this long post yest and EVERYTHING just disappeared just cause my internet got dc =//
    gahh. so today's one shall be short
    nth much to say, heh just that i skipped religious class and being online now.
    oh. main highlight of the day, i saw SUNSHINE on the way to sch! =D
    more fantastic, we were so close to each other and haha. of course we know each other, as in know know but we just dao. hahaha. so cute so cute.
    oh gosh. i swear i couldnt overtake her while walking to sch =p
    hmm. i wonder where she lives... teehee
    ok im off
    i will be back when i have smth else to say. heh
    oh, and i forgot bout my doctor appointment today =/
    my back still hurts like hell man. cant sit! =(

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    2:59 AM

    Friday, September 08, 2006




    Damn. I've been having insomnia for the past few days
    I think.
    Ohwells. Cause I always tried to sleep early or at least my norm time, around 10-11 but I just can be able to fall asleep till like 2 plus?
    Then I have been waking up early. Around 7 plus.
    Surprisingly, I wasn't tired though.
    And yeouch. My bone still hurts.
    I cant sit or stand up without experiencing a sharp pain in my ass. Haha.
    Mum says maybe cause that day I cuddled myself up in the couch and slept in that position for three hours. Heh.
    But the good thing is, she will write for me an excuse for pe if the pain still persists! Hee. And if it hurts while I run for mass run on tues, she will write letter also on the next mass run. (gosh, I forgot, is mass run on fri or thurs??)
    Yea, I love talks with sab! =D
    It just cheers me up and I can like tell her EVERYTHING/ANYTHING.
    And I can let all my anger/sadness/depression out. =)))
    Thanks for all those lovely talks! =)))))
    Andandand, I love Rachel! =DD
    She always has a way to make me feel much better over smth which can keep me bugging for months. Teehee. <3
    And she's the sweetest sweetest girl on earth! =) (besides honeybun duhh and sabby wabby too =D)
    Oh and of course, girl talk with sha. =D
    Haha. she's so entertaining and funny!
    Teehee. She and her obsession over *ahem* and *ahem*
    And her silly stories. =))
    Ok. I guess im done I don’t have much to say. =)

    xHANISAHx

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    im exhausted now
    i swear that if i can see - now, i'll be so energized la
    i havent seen ya for EIGHT days =(
    i havent heard from you for a day =(
    you havent called for two days =(
    ok, i shouldnt be so sensitive =/
    i know you're busy with prelims!
    and err you cant sms much cause your bill was too high last month
    but still -whines-
    when i read * and some other blogs, you know, they make me jealous.
    gahh. you know that i know that im missing you =)
    just want you to know that that..
    you mean the world to me! =DD
    and i'll always be here for you! =))
    like how you used to tell me 'even if the whole world hates you, i'll still be here!'
    =)))
    and how you used to cheer me up and de-stress me =)
    see, talking bout you can make me smile so much
    and make me slightly better, though im still very tired
    gahh i got so much hmwk and house chores to do
    help me pls? heh

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    12:36 AM




    Hello. Heh. I've been so lazy and busy to update, as you can see =)
    I think I've had hmm quite and eventful holiday
    Lemme recap on all the events
    Saturday had performance for gala dinner
    Had to report to sch at TEN THIRTY
    Then transported the stuff and went to maritus mandarin
    Was very early then. Played games and eat lunch
    Yumyum! The lunch was nice! =)
    We then went to pray. Heh heh.
    It was funny. And had a tea party! =D
    Cause we just took the tea and sweets in the meeting room and happily happily drink. Haha.
    Then had practice and all of us got a demerit from asmah cause mira and liy didn't take their notes and left it in sch.
    But its unfair cause they were carrying the kulintang >=(
    Had lots of light snacks from nas's parents then went to pray agn and changed.
    Then after that ah, we had nuggets!
    Had performance and it was horrid cause like nobody was even looking or listening as they were busy mingling around with everyone =///
    And as dian said, only mr gary tan, the photographers, the light men and the oh-so-pretty gold balloons were looking
    Kinda stupid but yea, we get a couple of cca points or so =)
    Then right after that, changed and we ate mac chicken and apple pie!
    Gosh, I tell you I think I grew so fat on that day
    Went to town for awhile with dian, siti and aida
    Went for a little window shopping and most of the shops were alr closed considering the fact that its alr ten plus.
    Then went home tgt =)

    Sunday, I skipped madrasah cause too tired. Heh.
    Went for my cousin's kenduri in the afternoon
    Then went for chalet later on
    It was my little cousin's bday and my sis's bday! =)
    So had celebration and stuff
    Walked around the beach and all. Haha.
    I don't seem to have much to say though
    Then left at night
    Went out with cousins to have dinner and only reached home at 11+
    I was so dead beat then. Phew.

    Monday was nice nice! =D
    Lets see, besides the fact that we had to report at eunos at 7.30, the whole day was fine basically
    Took the chartered bus to muhammadiyyah (or however you spell it)
    Then met the boys. Hmm. Most of them are innocent la
    Just that I saw this boy with a tattoo on his arm
    So sad cause he looks like a nice guy..
    Then had breakfast and games.
    Was funny la cause the guys keep calling out aishah's name. teehee.
    Then went to zoo with them
    Me and siti went to our station, the penguin area!
    Heh
    I swear the penguins are really cute and I cant stop looking at the giant manatees! Plus the sealion too of course. So cute!
    Feeding time was funny.
    And siti and I had to wait for a long long time for all the groups to come cause heard that they screwed up the first part, gave wrong clues or smth then they lost their way and stuff
    So after that report back and had lunch!
    Haha. I tell you lunch was so funny and entertaining.
    With the nonsense of shah and nad being long lost siblings. HAHA
    Then all the crap. It was sweet =))
    Then..hehe.
    Abg faizal treat me, sak, amira and aqilah to b&j!
    Yumyum! I totally love the strawberry cheesecake. Hee.
    Two shared to a big bowl and I want more! Haha. gosh. Ok
    We bid the boys goodbye and signed up for flag day for the home.
    Then after that, we were all very worn out but still went inside again anyways.
    Then watched the silly elephant show. I swear it was so stupid =/
    Amira and raihan had to leave after that
    We walked around the whole zoo and I took pics of the farm animals! Hee
    Stopped by at kfc and was so worn out by then
    We literally trudged back to the entrance and went home
    Also being entertained while waiting for the bus and while in the bus
    Overall, it was a very nice day =)

    Can you believe it I still had to go back to school early in the morn for lessons? Stupid sci and we were not even paying attention pls. bleh
    Afters, went to town with cuz and she treated me to kfc!
    Cause she received her pay the day before alr. Hee
    Then went shopping at far east and there's so many nice clothes!
    And she bought for me this pretty hairband and earrings! =D
    I wanted to buy this nice black shirt with this really cool tie but I had not enough money! =( see how broke I am
    And I realized my clothes are like so out of date!
    I seriously need to do some more shopping.
    It was a nice one but we keep having to go up and down to find a nice skirt.
    Gosh. And the stupid stupid shop opened only at 1.45! explains why I was late for angklung (which started at two)
    But anyways, the skirt is damn pretty I tell you, and they have a closing down sale, so it was only 28 bucks! Cheap right. Haha.
    Then went back to sch for angklung
    As expected, asmah didn't even come =/
    With another excuse..
    Then went home and I was seriously dead beat

    Wed I just rot at home cause I was fasting.
    I don't rmb much, just that i woke up late and did nth much
    Watched a lot of tv and slept. Gosh. What a pig right

    Thurs, yest, woke up at EIGHT in the morn to go for religious class
    Then reached home around ten
    Watched millionaire's first love again! =DD
    Go watch it sucha lovely show! =))
    Then around eleven I slept agn till around 3. goshgosh, I know I've been sucha pig
    Then at night went for si
    It was a nice one and I think rui en had a sore throat
    Cause like yucks. Her voice is so ---
    And she looks like she's suffering so much when she was singing.
    Anyways, when paul was announced that he was out, all his fans began crying like hell
    Man, its so sad
    Cause paul's fan group is always the biggest every week
    Besides that, his fans are all very united =)
    Then like when they all cried, dunno how come nearly everyone there just cried too
    Well, at least the rest looked sad
    And the idols were all crying! Oh my poor jon! =(
    Everyone started crowding around paul and all
    It was a really sad/touching one.
    Went home and I was so hungry cause didn't eat lunch and dinner!
    So ate a lot before I slept. Im sure to gain 10kg more =/

    Then today, im fasting agn. But yay! Its my last day! =D
    Im off to do all my hmwk now
    Sigh. See I was so busy during the hols I don't have time to do much. Hehe
    Tata. Im off =)

    xHANISAHx

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    12:32 AM

    Friday, September 01, 2006




    I think fri was quite ok.
    Went to sch with arfah, who claimed she was late, and it was raining so heavily!
    Haha. we shared an umbrella, tgt with Hannah but she gave up cause she figured she will still be soaked and asked arfah to shelter her books! Haha
    So cute la she.
    Then we all came to school soaked, along with like so many other crescentians. Hahaha.
    Teacher's day celeb was nice, esp the part where we watched the teachers play captain's ball against the students. Heh.
    But some retarded ppl is so irritating.
    EWWW. SUCH A DISGRACE TO THE NAME RACHEL
    Hahahaha!
    Then the concert was ok la. But they drag so long and I was bad mooding.
    After tt, took bus to lot one with siti cuz aida wanted to go town instead of following us =/
    Then 'fetched' honeybun and yea. Haha. siti's funny =)
    Anyways, I shant talked bout the rest of the part cuz I was sorta pissed. Bleh
    Then went back to lot one to eat lunch and mum called and asked me to go home! Boo!
    Hah. Anyways, went for the si results show and gosh. The security person/producer(according to jon's dad) was so damn irritating!!
    Then show went on. Blabla. Was ok lar.
    Ohoh! And I saw this total farrah's look-a-like!
    But she's seven!
    Gosh, the resemblance is very um, weird.
    Her hair is totally totally like farrah's, her specs is exactly the same one that farrah used to wear last year.
    And her face! So similar! Haha
    Ok. Hmm. Then we got free drinks =)
    Mum and dad fetched us and they just fetched grandpa from airport.
    He just came back from overseas and bought a lot of stuff, or rather food, for us. Haha.

    I dunno what else to say
    Oh. mm. im quite satisfied with my ct results though. =)
    But I guess I gotta improve cause yea. Among my gang, like I got the lowest.
    Lets see, Amanda got arnd 72%, zan 70%, sum arnd 68% and joyce 70++%.
    Haha. gosh. I figured that being close with the smarties in the class might have somehow helped me in my grades. Hahaha.
    anyways, LAWYERS ARE ASSES!
    Ok. I got no time le now. Byebye. Im off =)))

    xHANISAHx

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